Advice

been out of writing for a bit, internalizing the universe and all



To Jill:

My words of advise...

though you walk alone and may feel betrayed by the people who claimed were looking for your best interest, never look back, never ask what if. Walk with those who have never left you, look to your right and look to your left, take comfort in them but do not become too dependent on them, never dare to look back at a moment, place, or time . Never look back because the instant that you look back you are actually asking yourself, "if I had done something different would i still be the same person?" in reality if you had done things differently you would in fact be a different person looking back asking yourself another what if question; always questioning yourself. People do not make the wrong choices, because when you realize that you made the wrong choice, and you have nothing left as an option, be at ease because it wasnt you who made the choice, it was your heart that lead you to where you are.


Now if i could only take my own advice, damn those pills.

Smiling playfuly and dumbly was her thing
no one could smile more in such a short time
than she could, the squealed laughs cute as a bee
innocent and loving her only way compassion
no better person to nuture you than she
speckled greened gems stared at the dirty ugly stones
happiness is a fleeting moment when it comes
to someone who is cursed to always be moving
happiness is something that is not for everyone
appologized the little rabit
selfishness and greed can not hold on forever
sometimes its just best to let go though cold
it is what sometimes you need to stop and look
and find yourself again
you ll always bee in my heart but i want you to live
go now and look at the mirror and see that you never
changed, i changed.

Okay You Fucks

I know you fucks read this shit, I have the counter going. So how about a little feedback, maybe just tell me I suck ass or something.

Anyways, I have been working on a few things in my head and my journal. I will probably post tonight or tommorrow but for right now we should all get drunk yah.