There comes a time in everyone's life where they have questioned themselves and all that they believe. That time is usually accompanied by a series of events that lead the individual to the dilema. I have questioned myself for a while to want to be sure that what i believe is worth the self sacrifice. Then I remember that the self sacrifice of the situation is not as bad as I want people to believe it is, is is selfishness or is it the irony that everyone cares about thesmselves first then everyone else after. I have a gaping hole in my heart and my soul, it has been here for a lng time that i do ntoknow how to fill it in. Booze and comedy and education hasve been my answer to it but I am