Closing my eyes, being consumed by the darkness that is night. I enter the dream world. A place that combines my hopes and fears, into a seemless reality that if played right will go on forever.
Dreams and nightmares coalescing into the reality that my mind enters so as it will not go crazy. Playing out moments that have been, could have been, are, and will be. Attempting to rationalize that which has no rational explanation.
Then, it begins the events, a bombardment of events that occur so fast or so slow that you can not but wonder what they mean. Happiness, terror, bliss, hatred, and anger fuse to form the back drop of the event.
Then your body senses that it is in danger and pulls your mind out of that hidden place in your head. Fuzzy light or sudden jolt you are awake. Drenched in sweat or joyous with smiles you return to the world where your mind is prisoner again. Till the next night. It begins again.
Meh. Good day hanging out with my friends. Filthy Homo Sapien Sapiens, never knowing when to shadap. Had fun today doing room mate stuff barbecuing and watching the football games. Now I will go crash out and make myself ready for tommorrow.


Bottom of the end
Is nothing more that the
begining of the way back to the
top what is on the top the degenerates
do I want to be on the top
no I want to be myself