I am sad. No idea why.
I am mad. I know why.
I am in love. No idea why.
I am brokenhearted. I know why, but dont know why.
I am emotionally unstable. And I know why.

That describes the last 2 months of my life. I havent been happy.
There isnt a thing that I can do to make myself feel better.
Releasing one of those preasure valves has made life a little more tolerable.
I thought it would make it go away, but it hasnt.
I want to cry sometimes but I know that I cant.
Not that I can not cry because I will think of my self as the victim, but I cant cry cause I have fortified myself to not cry.

I wish I could cry right now but I can not.